I am feeling lost, and i find all men cheaters, though i want someone to love me. what shud i do?

i am divorced, got married but found my husband abusive, though i tried to keep my marraige for 3 long years but then finally it was height whn i got a mandible fracture from him......i feel very alone in my life and all i met found everyone interested in only having physical relation no emotions and no commitment, so i stopped getting involved with anyone, then one day i met someone online, we chated for long.......hours and hours...........we had a affair online, i was happy lke this, though i cant reach him but was happy, it went like this for 6 long months.....and now he too left me saying he find me too emotional..............i felt suicide many times but i wont coz still i have trust in god, i feel very alone and depressed what shud i do, whr shud i get someone to really love me?